Always Dreaming About Him

you guys already know about my childhood love, right? love the changing of hate. love that long ago, I really think that there will be no karma for me. but karma was finally knocked on the door of my heart and opened the door.

In the past, I really hated him. he was not a good man (of course because he and I both do not want bermaafan), he was frequently insulted. but, it all is the bitter times when I will experience love.
those times have passed 2 years ago. but I keep it in my memory. even now I often dreamed of him. indeed, doesnt always have him in my dream, it's just, I often dreamed of him. And that made me VERY CRAZY
Once, my dream was that me and her getting married at a very young age. Our parents were our match. he and I really dont want to get involved in this marriage. but ... hahahaha but that dream wasnt finished because I was awakened by my alarm clock so annoying.
for some reason, whenever I met accidentally with him, my heart always beats faster. and my face immediately flushed. her gaze was always directed at me. but I'm not sure whether he still remembered the memories of 2 years ago.
Hopefully he still remembers and can establish a good relationship with. but I'm not ready to become his girlriend. I'm still scared. fear of bad memories that happen again. bad memories 1 year ago

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Secretly In Love

if until now, I never loved you, I would be very happy. Why? because, I always spend so tortured until liters of tears. I experienced the same thing when I was in school. my friend who already knows that I love him, even going out with him. though, I already consider her as my best friend.
And now, history repeated. one of my friends, going out also with the people I love.

Who is he? of course, is YOU!
but ... wait a minute! karma was walking toward me. I already do not love you anymore. and, you seem to have little feeling for me.
HAHAHHAHA !!!!! OF COURSE I'M NOT FEELING THAT WILL RECEIVE. MY HEART IS IN VERY buried.
When you're walking, your eyes are always directed at me. but I can not love you anymore. because my heart seemed to love the man of my childhood.
Previously, when I was a class with him, I really hate him. I hate him because he always made me really annoyed. never a time, he mengataiku disability. how do I not hurt practically handicapped by her.
but the situation gradually changed. slowly, I began to fall in love with him. knows since when. probably since the making of the magazine in our class. or maybe ... when ... ahhh, I forgot when I started to love him.
my hope that he love me back, little by little it turned into reality.
when I was in front of the class, and looked toward the sky, suddenly there is someone who hit me from behind. I immediately turned my head because my body hurt in a collision was unintentional.

I immediately went away when I already know who had hit me. person who hit me is 'he'. but a moment later, his friend holding 'him' mouth and shouted. "Hikari-san, he is loved you!"
Give me a break!. amsolutely impossible. because "he" and I both hate each other. although in fact I liked him. I just pretended not like him because it would be very sound strange.
at last, my friends gave nicknames Tom & Jerry to me and 'him' because we do not want to get along with each other.

I kept walking toward the park even though inside I was very excited absurdly. but I still keep that love so that people do not know the actual contents of my heart.

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